I’m sorry I’m replying so late to your messages, lifes been pretty hectic. I just wanted to say thanks though, and I’m working through some stuff now and things seem to be getting a lot better. I want to take this opportunity to tell someone who cares that I’m really happy at the moment and I’ve met someone and I’m just, really really happy. Things are still early enough that I’m not shouting from the rooftops about it yet, but it’s killing me not to just tell everyone I speak to how good life is at the moment, so I’m telling you. I hope you’re happy too x
This guy who was my best friend kind of broke my heart and I kept writing all of these letters, I didn’t really ever intend to send them but it helped me think and figure myself out, writing them. It’s been ages now, months, since I last spoke to him and I’m still constantly thinking about it, wondering if he misses me at all or whether I really am just so annoying and difficult that the person who was supposed to always be there for me decided it was easier to walk away (again)
I think I might send him those letters.
If he cares, maybe he’ll come back, and if he doesn’t, at least I’ll know.
I don’t know.
Just needed to get it out there because there isn’t anyone I can talk about it too.
I really love that feeling you get when you listen to that song the first time, the song that makes the track you listened to on repeat for hours last week pale in comparison, because this song is the song that makes you feel alive and it’s the one you want to hear again and again the moment it finishes and even though you know that next week you might hear a different track that will leave this song in the dust you just know that in this moment everything is perfect.